its easy to forgive,but impossible to forget..

well,so many people have said it.. but me, particularly, experience it.. it is easy to forgive,but to forget what the other person had done to you,is quite impossible. especially,if its the horrible memory that's still lingers in your memory part of the brain. in my case,i have this one story to share. . . do you know the feeling that, when you care about your friend so much, that you actually will fight back to the person who might want to harm them? well,it happened to me. my friend had experienced the worse experience a person could possibly had, and its all because of this one SMUG who hurts her back in the old days. it started when she got transfered, from our school, to another school that has a bad reputation with its pupils. i am genuinely worried that she might be friends with the wrong people. this would probably because, back at our school, she wasnt an angel herself. she was a troubled person,but didnt go too far because we(her friends) watched her. a few days after she got transferred, she called me and asked me,how i was doing, what the other friends are doing, she sounded happy. later, few weeks after that,i had received the most terrifying news ever. she said, that she might be pregnant. and i was like,WHAT??? i cried right there and right then. i knew that something or "someone" will take advantage of her, and do her harm. i didnt believe it at first. but when she confirmed it,i was'nt really believing in it. then,she told me about this one SMUG that,they had done sweet sweet love with each other and now he want to back out!.. i literally want to kick his big smelly gigantic ass all the way to the north pole, where bears can eat him alive. i was totally upsat! when her parents had found out, they insist that she abort the baby adn continue with her life after that. but, during that time, she always called me, alwasys telling me that, she didnt want her baby to go, that, she always tell her baby stuff, and she was so sad and miserable. when the time actually comes, she just bear it like a real woman do. and during that process, SMUG was no where to be found. F*CK HIM. to cut story short, she end up marrying another guy who accepts her the way she is. and be a totally gentleman to marry her,though of her flaws. one year had past, and now she's telling me that,the SMUG, who has the biggest and smelliest ass ever, and who hurts her, wants to come back to her, despite of her, already been married, and she stupidly believeD him. i was like, again, WAT THE F*Ck!! he touch,hurt,ignore you once and IM NOT going to let him do that again!!.. but she is sooo blind in what she called L.O.V.E that she thinks she might be in love with him too. i feel like slapping her on the face! what kind of people would take back what had become the most worse nightmare ever??? she's telling me that, SMUG didnt leave her, that SMUG's family did'nt want him to take the responsibility, that SMUG'S family tell him that he have to leave her and ignore her. i feel that's all a big fat BULLS*IT! i didnt like him once, and i will never ever like him! and now, i, personally want to know who this SMUG is, and once in for all give him a piece of my mind. huhh.. i feel terribly aweful that this had to happened to my friend. maybe Allah is trying to teach me a lesson through her. i really hope that she will find her inner peace and be sure with what her heart tells her. lets pray that my friend here,will find all the joy in the world. amin~