:(

. . ive got nothing to say. .

. . just feels like want to cry and wipe this feeling like im wiping my tearss. .

. . this is so hard. .

. . why does it have to be hard. .

. . i just dont get it. .

. . cant u try a little bit harder like i did. .

. . all i want is for u to notice my existence. .

. . notice that i am here for u no matter what. .

. . im not asking for much, just that whenever u feel sad or anything, just tell me, or at least tell me to wait for it, so that i'll know whats going on. .

. . when i see that u r having a bad day, i want u to share it with me. .

. . i want to know whats on ur mind, whats in ur heart. .

. . is it that hard for u to tell me?. .

. . beb, im sorry if i am a trouble for u, or if im such a busybody about u, i did all that just because u r special to me. .

. . "i am mean, when ur around". .

. . remember that?. .

and

. ."i am concern, when ur around". .

your truly,

'Aeisyah